Since Grade Six... Until now...

Since Grade six...

when i was in the sixth grade. i used to be bullied around by some classmates of mine. from first grading to third grading, i was bullied by the same group of people. they keep on calling me "emo!", "patay!", because i was to white then and i loved the color black and i always love listening to screamo, hard rock, and punk genre of music.

i used to eat alone inside the classroom and silently listen to my punk rock band, My Chemical Romance, and slipknot. these bands  are one of my best friends... 

while i listen to  music, i bang my head up and down and make my bangs flip up and down as i feel the beat of the music. when they cameback and saw me banging my head, they would do the rock n' roll sign and put it their mouth and put out their tongue and insult me... then it came to the point where i got pissed and i started to fight back. when they stopped calling me names. they said that i was their "friend". i mean, why would they insult me if i was their friend? how foolish. so i never accepted their sorry and didn't became their friend. then, those bullies bullied another student. that student is named Jenema Gabrielle Fernandez. a cute, nice girl that always smiles. my classmate Dylan Celis, became her boyfriend. maybe some of girl classmates got jealous and they started to call her "flirt". its not nice to here them calling her flirt, because i already felt how she feels  whenever they call her names. as i looked at her eyes, her tears began to flow. i felt so sorry for her, and i couldn't bare looking at her get humiliated. and Dylan didn't even try to stop those people who are insulting her. so.. i talked to her and said. "don't worry, i will change whats happening tomorrow." then she thanked me. i smiled and slept happily. then when morning came, i got excited to protect her... then when she entered the room. i saw a smile on her face. :) and then those bullies called her flirt again. i stood up angrily and yelled, "kung kamo gani amhon na ma hipos man kamu kag mag hinibi. teh matyag niyo mayo na?". they stopped what they were doing and they stopped bullying her since then. at that time, she became my best friend. whenever we meet we always smile at each other. and i consider her as my sister best friend. and whenever she gets picked on, i would be there to protect her. i guess you can call me "her savoir" >.< then... she's the first best friend i loved, and ever since she's my one and only "BEST"... we have that connection between friends and bf's and gf's. i call it, being best of friends. >.< today... she has a problem. she cant quite solve it yet. but i have been trying my best to help her. but whenever i want to go to her. i don't have money for public transportation. and that's why i hate that she's on another school. its very difficult not to be able to see each other. we only contact each other through text and whenever we have money and we can meet. now, she's still fighting against her problems.. and i'm still here to help her. :) and i will always be here. :)))))